Clearly...things are different now.

A lot has changed in the last 9 months, I deleted all my old posts and am starting all over since I find myself to be in a different place mentally then I was last year. Michael jackson died which is why I left my post from march of last year up, 3 months after typing a few sentences about my idolization of the man I found myself outside the gates of the JAckson family home leaving flowers and showing respect alongside people who traveled from Israel, China, Brazil, etc to leave flowers and what not. Well see where this documentation of my life takes me in the next year. I'm in my happiest state I've been in a while. Asking for more would be too much

ICON.

So i'll admit, i watch American Idol with my lover.Last night was Michael Jackson night.PLEASE DO NOT SING HIS SONGS,DO HIS DANCES...NOTHING.In this world there is only one.I've always been facinated by Michael and the strange shit he does or does not do. Behind both child molestation trials i stood behind him and still believe in his innocence. I wanted to go to Santa Maria for the verdict in 2005 but thought about the riots that would start if he was found guilty.I wont lie, id probably help tilt some cars on their sides and rent a flame thrower.I dont care about what he looks like, what he eats, what he sleeps in, if he is a fag, whatever. It doesnt take away from him being one in a trillion and having unpronouncable talent.




Coolest thing Michael ever did: Throw a celebrity filled, couple hundred thousand dollar birthday party for himself, and not show up.

Coolest thing I ever did Michael related: name my daughter after his.