Clearly...things are different now.

A lot has changed in the last 9 months, I deleted all my old posts and am starting all over since I find myself to be in a different place mentally then I was last year. Michael jackson died which is why I left my post from march of last year up, 3 months after typing a few sentences about my idolization of the man I found myself outside the gates of the JAckson family home leaving flowers and showing respect alongside people who traveled from Israel, China, Brazil, etc to leave flowers and what not. Well see where this documentation of my life takes me in the next year. I'm in my happiest state I've been in a while. Asking for more would be too much